Awake like a shot at 5:30 panic mounting in the chest, I want what I want when I want it. And I want it Now. At the very least I want to know that I'll get it sooner or later. Did you ever hear that line "Take the action and let go of the results."? Me either.

I'm singing along with Madonna, her song which always makes me raise my eyebrows: "Letting go is not my bag." Apparently Madonna, Kanye and I are all singing that song. But only one of us is fortunate enough to not yet be on the world stage.