The highs are high and the lows are low when you set yourself up by going to psychics and having 'expectations'. I'm frankly on the verge of something like an ongoing panic attack about what I should be doing to "go big".

So it was kind of a nice distraction to stumble on this question: "Do you mislabel violent and chaotic relationships as “passionate” and “complex”? "

I'll answer with a resounding 'Nope'. One of the benefits of age is clarity and exhaustion. I've gotten to the point where if people don't seem to be honest and sane, I don't even get out of the car.

As far as direction, I'm going to ask for a clear dream. I'll keep you posted.