Go Big or Go Bust: On Maintaining A Semblance of Emotional Balance with The Help of Rachelle Garniez and Arden Myrin

Not sure what’s going on besides trying to make tracks with this ‘Go Big’ plan but I am feeling Vulnerable, Anxious and SAD.

Maybe it’s because it’s getting dark at 4:15?

Or could it be astrological?

Or is this just … life?

I’m listening to Rachelle Garniez’s deliriously beautiful “Who’s Counting” on repeat (video below) which helps cause it unleashes buckets of tears. (Thank you Rachelle!)

Then after a good cry, I like to fall on the floor laughing at this MAD tv video with Arden Myrin.

(For some reason, this video won't embed but the link is below.)

Bobby Lee Dates Arden Myrin  (3:25)

And then there're a few minutes left to try and squeeze in a little productive work before it's bed time.

Anybody else having a hard time? Any tips to share? 

(Click on the Like button for an instant heart warming micro-treat.)

Go Big or Go Bust: Day 92 (one down, 50 million to go)

I can't tell you how happy I am to have been able to finally upload the video of my trip to see Dr. Rakesh Kumar, Vedic Astrologer.  (I think I went to see him in January.)  The satisfaction of crossing a job off the list is enormous.  BUT.  I shudder to see what's still on the list.  50 million more jobs.   

So here I am today (standing on a stool) wiping January --> March off the wall calendar in preparation to make the plans for what's-left-of-April --> June.  Deciding what the priorities are is very challenging.  Very challenging.  (Tips, anybody?) 

The one thing I know for sure is that if I don't have a schedule, if I don't attach things to times and dates, they don't get done. Master procrastinator here.